"Am I going CRAZY, Doctor?"

Have it ever happened to you when you are scared or freaking out about something it appears more and more? Like, it shows up in any kind anywhere, creepy right? Maybe it is because universe tries to teach you how to face it, who knows. Just think of your biggest fear, I with no doubt can say that those are clowns. Sounds like a movie cliché, but I cannot help it. I can watch them in movies, but can't stand them in real life. If you wonder why am I telling all of this then the answer is too obvious, it happened to me.

That was this night when you know you don't need to wake up too early and go somewhere, so I was surfing the YouTube and then it happened. I found the most creepiest, the most amazing, the most crazy song. I haven't seen something like this in a long time. I cannot tell why I decided to watch this music video, maybe because of the creepy cover or maybe because the name of this song didn't match this exact cover, but I faced me fear and, THANK WHOEVER I did it, because it blow my mind.

I think I can already stop teasing you and tell that the song is performed by Belgian singer Loïc Nottet and this single, which came out last week is called Doctor. So many different thoughts what the song may be about *leave it to your imagination*.I listened to this single like a hundred times, first time just blows your mind because the music is powerful and Loïc's voice in it like a honey & mustard chips. Sweet and viscous, but also spicy and sharp and mixed together making such an amazing combo, so you want more and more. Also Loïc has a high pitched voice, so itself it sounds very unusually *and I think I have a kink for countertenor 🙈*. The music includes those kind of old school vibes, but it sounds absolutely fresh with electronic sound effects, those beats to make an illusion of tensing situation, hip hop vibes. The thing which makes Doctor sound creepy and spooky is Loïc's play with his voice and simple nah-nah-nah, and laughter moments.

Speaking about the meaning behind the lyrics...um, yeah, this is the moment when everything become complicated. As I said earlier whole song Doctor is some kind of puzzle where unsuitable pieces added up to the whole complete picture .Sounds insane but it is what it is. The song is about a guy, who has this broken soul, who feel lost, but one day accidentally he meets this girl. Why he says that he needs to call a doctor? He thinks he is crazy, that he is sick, because different thoughts visit his brain. No one take s him seriously, and he is as afraid of it as he is exited and don't want this feeling go away. The 'sickness' he is talking about is love, real one and true love, that he never met before. When you are ready to do anything and everything for your lover. I am still curious about the part where he tells about his will to haunt bodies, but I think it has a deep meaning too, not just dumb words, for sure.

I think my psyche is kinda has a scar after this masterpiece, because all in all the music video polishes this whole parade of craziness. This is when the you realize that pieces cannot fit together but they actually do. I don't think that many of you would expect to see date at Halloween Eve of this couple, who act like patients from psychological clinic, looking like lost circus troupe from the new horror movie. I guess, this is the perfect brief description of what exactly you will see listening to Loïc Nottet's single Doctor.

Even though I can't stand anything connected to clowns this song literally tuned my world upside down. It is funny, it is creepy, it is crazy, spooky, amazing, dark and unusual, you can listen to it under any circumstances, as a party tune, as a soundtrack, if you are depressed, if you want to release your emotions, just go for it. Go to YouTube and search for Doctor by Loïc Nottet and listen to it with your speakers on.

P.S. Don't be shy comment and share with me what are you afraid of and is anything like this happening to you too, what I've been talking in the beginning? Love you all😘

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